First Love VII: Satellite

Unfortunately I am gonna have to withhold some information on this one – I know on all the other posts I haven’t held back any details but this one I really have to because it’s based on a promise I don’t intend on breaking. It is significant to the story but so is the promise I’m keeping and that takes precedence.



Right, so the summer holidays had already begun, the final summer holidays before people would move away to study at university. I like to call this period ‘The Calm’ (the aptly named period of peace from the amazing Final Fantasy X), exams were over, there was work to get on with or anything and things were settling down and there were no big issues to sort out. Good, good times. Anyway, one of my favourite past times was heading into Cardiff to do some clothes shopping and, well, shopping in general if I had the money. Things had settled and kinda stabilised between Dima and I so we went into Cardiff together to do a bit of clothes shopping. Sun, clothes and good company – it was a great day. So we browsed and went back and forth between various clothes shops and just chatted about random, general things before saying he had something to tell me. So we stopped for food, though I didn’t eat because I still felt queasy after the train, motion sickness is not fun! Now this is where the withheld information is withheld, the something he had to tell me was and is totally secret and always had been since. Anyway after this my feelings for him came flooding back and what was a great day began crashing all around me and I felt awful for having let myself give in to these feelings again, feelings which have remained pretty much unchanged up to now.


Through all this though I am immensely happy that Dima felt he could trust me with what it was he told me especially because of the subject matter itself. I am sorry that to readers who won’t know what I’m on about will no doubt be confused about this but the essentials are in this part anyway; we went out, he told me something, feelings came flooding back. I will also have to skip a few events I think are significant to this story because they heavily involve the premise of the unbreakable promise (I might call it that from now as it sounds even more secret!) but there is more interesting stuff to go through so don’t fret if you don’t know what I’m on about.


Thanks for reading :)
Engill x